Sam had given himself exactly enough time, which is to say not quite enough time once you accounted for the delay. He stood on the platform looking at the board — now showing forty minutes, up from the twenty it had been five minutes ago — and made the calculations he made every time this happened: whether it was worth calling ahead, whether anyone would actually care, whether his irritation was proportionate. It rarely was.
He put his phone away. He had been meaning, for some weeks, to be less available — to resist the pull of the screen during idle moments rather than filling every gap with information he did not particularly need. A delayed train was not, he conceded, the ideal circumstance in which to practise this, but here he was.
The woman sat down beside him not long after — the bench was one of the few with a good view of the board. She did not immediately speak. Neither did he. But there was something in the quality of the silence — the shared inconvenience of it, perhaps — that made it feel less like the absence of conversation and more like its precondition.
She said something about the rain. He said something about the board. They talked from there for the better part of an hour, in the easy, unselfconscious way that seems available only with people you have no obligation to impress. By the end he knew her name, her general direction in life, one story about her grandmother, and her precise opinion about a particular type of person who stands in the train door when others are trying to get off. He would almost certainly never see her again.
On the train, which finally departed thirty minutes late, Sam thought about the contingency of the whole thing. He had gained nothing, strictly speaking. He had arrived later than planned and spoken to someone he would not remember to mention. And yet the afternoon felt different from how it would have felt had the train run on time — fuller, somehow, and less predictable. Which was, he thought, more or less what he had been looking for all along, without quite knowing it.